The Thoughts I Think
Around and Around through my mind
Wondering thoughts spin through time
Not knowing where there from
Not knowing when they'll end
I think about then
Arounf they go
Never to end
I think about them
And I think about us
And what will become if I don't set free
Though it's crazy
The thoughts I think
Their nothing but a dream
I think about him
And I think about life
But the thoughts I think are to far to touch
Around and around through my mind
My wondering thoughts spin through endless time
Love is a poison that kills us all
Gets us where we are weak
Pulls the very breathe we breath
And stops our heart.
And I hate it.
I hate the control it holds over me.
Their name passes my mind
Their face traces be hide
One sound of their voice and Im down.
I wish to hold them near
But this poison wont let me
And away I go
It pushes me away from the warmth
Away from the happiness
I cant reach it
Though Ive tried
They call my name
To far away
The poison seeps through my blood
And into my heart
With each breathe I take
I go just a bit farther
I wish to touch their face
And kiss them lightly
But th
The Thoughts I Think
Around and Around through my mind
Wondering thoughts spin through time
Not knowing where there from
Not knowing when they'll end
I think about then
Arounf they go
Never to end
I think about them
And I think about us
And what will become if I don't set free
Though it's crazy
The thoughts I think
Their nothing but a dream
I think about him
And I think about life
But the thoughts I think are to far to touch
Around and around through my mind
My wondering thoughts spin through endless time
I Dream, I sleep,
my psyche weaves
Stories in the night.
My Subconscious desires,
A beautiful Scene,
This vision of mine
A film-like Dream,
No reason, no Rhyme.
Warm sand on my toes,
Salt on the breeze
Tickles my noes,
Wish the moment would freeze.
I watch her approach,
Like a lady fair
A goddess of High
Her domain the air.
The sun setting, on ivory skin
Sets the lady aflame,
steals my heart again.
With a silent whisper,
I wonder her name.
"'Tis not important"
Is what she does say,
I want to press on,
with a hand, she says "nay"
Wrapped in silk,
Such a Gauzy film,
'Tis't a Wonder she controls the realm.
A starting
Off to the beach tomorrow to take Ryan home. I'm so ready to get him out of my damn house. Hoping to atleast have a little fun while I'm there.
In other news my son is kicking my insides to hell so bye bye!
Next my little brother decides to move all the way to TN with people he doesn't know and gets kicked out. Don't help his dumb ass. With in the month or so Ryan has lived with me he has proven to be nothing. For someone who doesn't want to be told what to do, he sure doesn't want to do anything to fix it. If he did, He would have his GED by this point in his life and a job working on moving into his own place. Which in te end he wouldn't do everything he needs to keep his own home and would be out on the streets. A few people think he has what it takes but after everything I have seen he has no responsablitys in his life and never will. He wil
The 30th of this month myself, James and Ryan will be driing to NC to take Ryan back. I plan to stay a couple dayz. So let me know what everyone is doing out there so we can party. tehe